Well, so far so good. Everyone seems to be talking to me, including my boss so I couldn't have been as bad as I thought Friday. I haven't been called in for a dressing down which is positive. Various funny stories have unfolded during the course of the morning and it turns out everyone else was just as drunk as I was. I wan't the only one dancing stupidly most of the night and everyone had a silly story to share. Thank God is all I can say. Damn you wine for creating such paranoia all weekend! I suppose they could all be keeping things to themselves for fear of not wanting to embarass me. Oh well if they are, they are and I will never know. It's not like I want to be here forever anyway. I will just keep my head down, and work very hard so that my boss couldn't ever possibly want to lose me, no matter how much of an embarassment I am!
One thing I have been thinking these past couple days is how I can help other people. I want to tell my story, tell them of all the things that can happen to you whilst under the influence of alcohol so they are better prepared to make a decision whether or not they want to take part in recreational drinking. Maybe I could write a book of my tales and how my love/hate relationship with drink first started? I guess it will help me by remembering all the bad times which will help me refrain from drinking in the future!
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